DAMN today was a very stressful day! New rule I wont let no one stress me out they will get no negative feedback from me, they wont see me sweat!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! OK now im good! I hate when someone offers to help u and then when they start they change there mind with some sorry excuse of y they cant do it and then act as if u r wasting their time cause they in a hurry to sit around and do uhh shit. Its so aggrivating constantly being around someone soo depressed all the time and dont have a drive to better themself always looking for acalades and wanna bring you down to boost them up, such a fucking drain! Then I had an encounter with someone so fULL of themself that they dont wanna hear nobody but themself. It pisses me off that people can call u and bitch and moan about whats going on in there life for HOURS and the when u wanna call and vent they dont have time for "negativity" and they block your number! WHAT?!! So u can dump shit my way but u gotta "do not dump shit" sign on your lawn. I'm not perfect but my problems wont affect u unless u pressed them special buttons. I love fair and fight sort of fair!;) We gotta stay away from these energy vampires cuz I'M DRAINED! Now I need to pick myself up for my childrens sake! Moments like this make me realise all I NEED is The Creator My Children and ME! Thanks for Listening.
hang in there. i understand where your coming from on the dumpin shit angle sometimes i feel like the one who dont wanna hear the negativity.
ReplyDeleteyet there is a certain way i think, of expressing yourself without letting the mood drop below 0 for whom ever your talking to,letting ones self be consouled is one or you know venting but making sure you end the conversation on a positive note, i think those things help phsycic wise for one another.but on the whole your right dear, you dont need any one but the creator and your babies need you healthy and tender and strong . only get as close to people as your comfortable with, be selfish to an extent with your mental and physical space as much as allows untill you feel ready to and willing to let someone in it, you must protect you,and knowledge of your own self and boundaries first will alert your scences to when someones crossed that line before they have actually crossed it.and caused a lotta hurt, b true to yourself, spend reflective time and listen to yourself and fine tune your vibrational instrument. also if it walk like a duck and quack like a duck and smell like a duck and fuck like a duck then its prolly a duck thas thas 4 outta 4 dont try to tell your self its somthin it aint then whos fault is it you quacked up? 1