Sunday, May 30, 2010

CHECKOUT MY SITE



CHECK OUT MY SITE MY PEOPLE!

FUN GOAL:FAMILY FUN

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FUN GOAL: LOVE SONG FREESTYLE!

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ELABORATING THE JOURNEYS!

WELL, I desire to become completly whole mentally, spiritually, physically and mentally!

For my Spiritual Journey I will be reading Sacred Woman and Heal Thyself by Queen Afua as well as continuing my meditations and learning more about the art of meditation and getting my chakras in line as well as working my stones that my sista Nefer Akba Hotep blessed me with! (Hotep SIS!) I will keep researching and continuE my search of knowing myself stayin true to my righteous spirit!




My Mental Journey, I will confront all situations that tries and bring on negativity and stress and crush it into dust and let my Righteous winds blow it away! Can u dig it! I will change my thought patterns and focus on only positivity, the growth and love of my family and my goals. I will keep a Positive Mental Attitiude (PMA)! As well as every thing I just stated in my Spritual Journey. I will stay out of peoples boxes!




My Physical Journey, I will continue to work out and do my training- take it more serious. I will continue to lift weights, eat more and healthier as well as do some Yoga -Kemetic Yoga! I'm trying to put on 15 healthy pounds. Currently I'M 127 pounds. I will do before pics and keep u updated with my weight.




Also for fun, I use to be extremely shy with singing so my fun goal is to put up at least 1 song a day for a month on you tube till all the butterflies are gone. When I feel its gone I will do an open mic night and record the performance and share it with yall! YAAA! I WILL POST VIDEOS!




I have 3 important crochet projects I need to complete so I will keep that as PRIORITY! Will keep yall updated!




Lastly I have put my herb garden off for so long I'm gonna get started on that on June 1st!
PEACE AND BLESSINGS FAM!
~GODDESSQUEEN NUBIA

JOURNEYING!

PEACE FAMILY! Well I have a series of journeys that I'm partaking in. Mind Body Spirit! I will get into details later. Today I wanna talk about a Journey I'm taking with my sister. Her sisterlocking journey!! I started her sister locks today using my hair care products, Goddessqueen Nubia Hair Care Products. I have Shampoo, Locking Butter and Refreshing Oil! Stay with us through our journey! Here are some pics enjoy!!


BEFORE
AFTER

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Getting On Track


PEACE. Yesterday was soo tiring and overwhelming I didnt want to write about it. IM waay better today and a lil more motivated. Yesterday was my first day starting this program that help you find a job, what u all may know of as Work First. It was also my childrens first day of child care they were so cuute! My daughter was so excited she couldnt wait to take her coat off! My oldest son was maaad he cried until I left. :( My youngest went straight for the toys but he didnt eat and he slept the whole day. It was hard but I had to leave but mama had 2 go and get things on track! Since Im pretty much raisin my children by myself I gotta do what i gotta do till my business pick up.


Today my oldest son was a little more comfortable but he still cried when i left. :( The oldest was fine she act like she didnt want to come home lol! My youngest cried i had to calm him then I had to sneak off, he ate pretty well today. yaaa! The program dont seem bad at all if ur interested n returning to school they even help with that so im actually quite excited. Im taking public transportation until I get enough saved for a reliable vehicle thats big enough for my children. Yesterday, I did pretty well getting to my destination but coming home I got on the wrong bus and it took me a hour longer to get me and the children home. Today I mastered it! PEACE LOVE TRUTH AND JOY!
~GODDESSQUEENNUBIA

Saturday, May 22, 2010

SACRED WOMBAN


As u read my post u will come to the realization that I got issues just like everyone else(and sometimes cant spell simple words) except I will express them openly and work on them all at once! Venting my problems also help me to analyze myself even deeper-helps me to seek helping myself even more. I desire to be a wonderful Goddess Mother altogether and I will always work on myself daily Keeping the principle "Judge Thyself daily, Everyday is Judgement day! I have a book called Sacred Woman By Queen Afua and is aiding me through this process and the sad thing is I had the book for a year and I'm on page 54! So u see I been procrastinating this book for sometime now. This book has been calling me for sometime now so starting today I will start reading this book and keep u all updated on my progress and what ive been learning.

~GODDESSQUEEN NUBIA

ALL I NEED IS THE CREATOR ME AND MY BABIES!


DAMN today was a very stressful day! New rule I wont let no one stress me out they will get no negative feedback from me, they wont see me sweat!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! OK now im good! I hate when someone offers to help u and then when they start they change there mind with some sorry excuse of y they cant do it and then act as if u r wasting their time cause they in a hurry to sit around and do uhh shit. Its so aggrivating constantly being around someone soo depressed all the time and dont have a drive to better themself always looking for acalades and wanna bring you down to boost them up, such a fucking drain! Then I had an encounter with someone so fULL of themself that they dont wanna hear nobody but themself. It pisses me off that people can call u and bitch and moan about whats going on in there life for HOURS and the when u wanna call and vent they dont have time for "negativity" and they block your number! WHAT?!! So u can dump shit my way but u gotta "do not dump shit" sign on your lawn. I'm not perfect but my problems wont affect u unless u pressed them special buttons. I love fair and fight sort of fair!;) We gotta stay away from these energy vampires cuz I'M DRAINED! Now I need to pick myself up for my childrens sake! Moments like this make me realise all I NEED is The Creator My Children and ME! Thanks for Listening.

THE JOURNEY OF BEING ME!



So many times throughout my life I altered me(as many of us do) to satisfy someone else whether it was my family, a man or friends. People that means so much to me; not realising if they truly love me, they would embrace me as me. Doing so has affected my growth, my freedom of expression, me being me which caused anger, depression and a lot of bullshit. On that note I say fuck it! NEVER AGAIN! I'm going to do me how I want, I'm going to take chances, I'm going to speak up FREELY, I'm going to do whatever I want, keep the principles of Ma'at in mind! As long as I'm not harming my children, myself or others, I'M GOING FOR IT and I want u all to enter this Journey with me! Peace and many blessings! Oh I love the truth so here u will find the TRUTH! ~GODDESSQUEEN NUBIA


TRUTH=LOVE